Depression sets in once again
I lay, I stay in bed all day
No golden sun to make it disappear
My days are spent in fear
Fear of love, fear of death
Fear of every last regret
There's no reason for me to stay alive
Heartbroken suicide
There's no more love in my life
Lost sanity the only cost
The price to pay for feelings dear
Which makes me wonder why I'm here
Makes me wonder why I bother
Or if I should have told my mother
From the start, a heartbreak set
Another one of my regrets

Regret, regret. I wish my heart
Would stop tearing itself apart
Apart from me to nothing after
Nothing more than forcing laughter
Marijuana, my sweet death
With alcohol upon my breath
Cocaine to make the heartbreak stop
Or bleed myself to my last drop

Every day, wake up so upset
Makin you leave's my worst regret
I bet you'd make me breakfast if
I hadn't gone and spurned your kisses
Unused to fending for myself
Unsure what goes upon what shelf
Somehow stabbed with a butter knife
I miss the feeling in my life
Feelin like I'm Lieutenant Worf
In everything, I get ignored
Even when I'm fuckin right
And we should run instead of fight
Without you here, I'm lost as heck
Can't keep this noose from round my neck
Can't justify my suicide
*noise*

Regret, regret. I wish my heart
Would stop tearing itself apart
Apart from me to nothing after
Nothing more than forcing laughter
Marijuana, my sweet death
With alcohol upon my breath
Cocaine to make the heartbreak stop
Or bleed myself to my last drop

A cigarette to get me by
The minutes passing through the eye
Of time that watches as I fair
And feelings lead to dead despair
Another love is lost before it
Fully put itself in motion
Nothing left but emptiness
Another day I'm left depressed
The confidence that it brought
In left me remembering
The pedestal she put me on
And every other thing that's gone
I thought I could get by myself
My emptiness, my greatest wealth
Alone I sit and contemplate
A bitter end to my own hate

Regret, regret. I wish my heart
Would stop tearing itself apart
Apart from me to nothing after
Nothing more than forcing laughter
Marijuana, my sweet death
With alcohol upon my breath
Cocaine to make the heartbreak stop
Or bleed myself to my last drop